So things I guess have been very quiet from me for the last couple of months. I am still around
I am however going through a very dry spell with art, just not motivation at this time. I haven't stopped completely however I've been practicing anatomy, life drawing and portrait painting, I think I'm trying to fill in some very vast gaps in terms of what I can draw. Unfortunately most of it is studies are on paper. I have painted a Walter White portrait (Kinda was a birthday present to myself) But I don't know if I'll upload it. I've found although I'm not really drawing anything creative I am pushing myself to self-teach in a number of ways.
So guess following on from that I should explain a few things. I am currently on JSA (Wellfare to my friends in the sates) now while I don't have problem with this, aside from the frustration of trying to get employed it has began to eat away at me, quite noticeably, having a lot of trouble sleeping consistently, I now worry about a lot of things. So my art has taken a back seat, also when I try to draw something I just can't get it right
. Its very demoralizing to be honest. I'm hoping that eventually when I do find work I may get back on the horse again if not slowly.
I'm dealing with a lot of frustration too, mainly with myself. I really miss university and my friends in general. I've also noticed I'm slowly beginning to isolate myself a lot more and that interacting with people is becoming challenging. I think the biggest or saddest thing is I've become very disillusioned with my art and don't know if I will have the time in future to really improve despite my afore mentioned efforts. A lot of things are feeling like dead ends at the moment.
Anyway I will admit not great update to things. But just so some of my friends on here know whats going on.